Moksha by Caspian
I listened to it and immediately started crying, I could not stop, tears just streamed down my face and I felt this weight in me just let go.
I am so hard on myself. This head of mine can take in a lot, so can this heart, and I never really feel right really expressing anything, because I am my own critic.
I believe in stuff like Law of Attraction, but I am better at offering the advice than I am following it myself. I tend to really focus on what I do not want to attract and it ends up backfiring and I attract what I didn't want, and I know that it is what you are supposed to not focus on, but its really hard, especially if its like programmed in you, its part of who you are, and you try to reprogram it. Its frustrating.
I have been mad lately, not sad, just mad. Listening to this music helped me feel a lot, all over feel the good feel the bad and just let it go.
Making a playlist, its a story, its a mix of my memories, the male and the female side, the black and white, the yin and the yang.
I am so hard on myself. This head of mine can take in a lot, so can this heart, and I never really feel right really expressing anything, because I am my own critic.
I believe in stuff like Law of Attraction, but I am better at offering the advice than I am following it myself. I tend to really focus on what I do not want to attract and it ends up backfiring and I attract what I didn't want, and I know that it is what you are supposed to not focus on, but its really hard, especially if its like programmed in you, its part of who you are, and you try to reprogram it. Its frustrating.
I have been mad lately, not sad, just mad. Listening to this music helped me feel a lot, all over feel the good feel the bad and just let it go.
Making a playlist, its a story, its a mix of my memories, the male and the female side, the black and white, the yin and the yang.
A Clearing
I have better things to focus my energy on than the past. Untangling from it. Everyday I have to get to this point, untangle, stop focusing on the things that I can not change.
new project.....ready?
new project.....ready?
what if I could let me guard down
"When we think of 'things,' then we make the Reality more concrete than it is. That's why we become stuck. We become stuck in the sameness of Reality, because if Reality is concrete, obviously I am insignificant. I can not really change it."
-Amit Goswami, Ph.D.
So true, I am experiencing being stuck, than I get unstuck and something snags me and I lose that train of thought, its like I would rather make things hard on myself than for things to actually be a clear path.
-Amit Goswami, Ph.D.
So true, I am experiencing being stuck, than I get unstuck and something snags me and I lose that train of thought, its like I would rather make things hard on myself than for things to actually be a clear path.
The High Life
I used to read this guy's blog and he always vented, and I took the time to let him know things would get better, and he stopped writing the bad things, found peace and love.
Somehow I think maybe I took all of his bad stuff in and now I am working through my stuff.
Somehow I think maybe I took all of his bad stuff in and now I am working through my stuff.
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