Education

So I am reevaluating my career choice

I grabbed a brochure on community college classes. I am interested in:

-Pre-Education - I had teachers that made a big difference in my life. It would be cool to make an impact as well. (more of a humanitarian connection)

-Pre-Business - Just to manage my web design business, give myself more credit.
- also interested in writing though too and more journalism in blogging, networking, marketing businesses, individuals and their passion. This connects with the web/graphic/photography (creative, entrepreneur)

-More Web Design/Graphic Design/Photography - I always wanted to be able to design some cool band posters. Learn to Illustrate Vector graphics to use in websites and logo'd items. Maybe I could teach what I know, share the knowledge. (creative entrepreneur)

-Esthiology - covering anatomy, physiology, chemistry, makeup, plant aromaology, facial massage at The Aveda Institute. (humanitarian, spiritua)

We don't really have to choose just one career right? With community college I could get a feel for the classes before transferring to a big college. I put a lot of eggs in the web design stuff though.

I really enjoy spending time with kids though. Also fascinated with Aromatherapy and helping people identify chakras and ways to heal yourself. hmmmmm

New Moon

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Stella, Stella Soleil, Sara K, Sister Soleil Rabbit Number 3 of Dirty Little Rabbits

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Moksha by Caspian

I listened to it and immediately started crying, I could not stop, tears just streamed down my face and I felt this weight in me just let go.
I am so hard on myself. This head of mine can take in a lot, so can this heart, and I never really feel right really expressing anything, because I am my own critic.
I believe in stuff like Law of Attraction, but I am better at offering the advice than I am following it myself. I tend to really focus on what I do not want to attract and it ends up backfiring and I attract what I didn't want, and I know that it is what you are supposed to not focus on, but its really hard, especially if its like programmed in you, its part of who you are, and you try to reprogram it. Its frustrating.
I have been mad lately, not sad, just mad. Listening to this music helped me feel a lot, all over feel the good feel the bad and just let it go.
Making a playlist, its a story, its a mix of my memories, the male and the female side, the black and white, the yin and the yang.

A Clearing

I have better things to focus my energy on than the past. Untangling from it. Everyday I have to get to this point, untangle, stop focusing on the things that I can not change.

new project.....ready?

what if I could let me guard down

"When we think of 'things,' then we make the Reality more concrete than it is. That's why we become stuck. We become stuck in the sameness of Reality, because if Reality is concrete, obviously I am insignificant. I can not really change it."
-Amit Goswami, Ph.D.

So true, I am experiencing being stuck, than I get unstuck and something snags me and I lose that train of thought, its like I would rather make things hard on myself than for things to actually be a clear path.

Nothing Happens by Mistake

thanks Rob

The High Life

I used to read this guy's blog and he always vented, and I took the time to let him know things would get better, and he stopped writing the bad things, found peace and love.
Somehow I think maybe I took all of his bad stuff in and now I am working through my stuff.

it starts here

Had to let go of something, think its gone, and there is room for more progress.